I begin with being broke, I never have money, to many expenses that cost me to live.
I go to school and I’m not happy( feeling unchallenged and stuck in rut.
The most important people I’m my life are clinically depressed.
I don’t have anything, no rights to do what I want , no support ( not always but most of the time feels that way). I am treated like a child. I’m told what to do and then am told to make decisions on my own to only be shut down because Apparently I don’t know what I am doing.
I feel like I I try to help and make people happy that the complain or uncomfortable about it, am pushed away, only to repeat the cycle.
Complain , help? , get such out , repeat
Work is terrible , I am disrespected
Daily, both customers and my coworkers.
I don’t have any time to relax gether my thought figure things out and plan. I have responsibilities to do or take care of other because they don’t have time or are unable to.
I don’t feel comfortable in my own skin.
I also feel like I am incapable of understanding peoples reasoning, and that wanting or something just is bother some is not a good enough reason, it’s always why
Why , never just that, it has to always more . No is satisfied
God fuck I want to solve this but I can’t even fix my problems ,what chance to I have to fix others.